It has been a busy five weeks of fellowship. I feel like the work is never-ending, and even when I do take a break, I feel guilty for it. I know this will eventually settle down, but for now, it's sapping my motivation to do much of anything. I kind of want to go find a cave in the woods and disappear for a week to recuperate. I realize how silly that sounds, but a vacation would be nice. It's tough, though, because a week of my vacation is going to my honeymoon, and the other two weeks, for now, are being set aside for job interviews. I am, of course, still trying to figure out where all I am going to interview. Another thing to add to the growing list of tasks I have little time to get to. Even if I did take a vacation, I would likely end up using it to do the non-clinical/educational work and career work I need to do. Efficiency is also not always my forte. I get distracted, likely in part due to the fact that a brain can only do so much before it needs to process all that's been shoved into it. Maybe my issue is less a motivation issue and more a super-saturation issue. This, too shall get better, likely not any time soon, though.
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