This is the late entry for Thursday. It was such an emotional roller coaster of a day, I needed the chance to sleep on everything before thinking a touch more clearly. I am still in disbelief. I got my first true job offer yesterday. I am beyond excited, too. I still feel like I should interview a couple other places, but I so love the team where I am that it would have to be a "too good to be true" offer from somewhere else to tear me away from Winston. It's a little overwhelming right now thinking about my sister's wedding in a few weeks, LOML and my wedding in a few months, interviewing for jobs, contract negotiation, etc. I feel a little more confident in myself, but I think it's going to be quite some time before I feel completely settled. I am glad to have LOML by my side through all this. I am thankful that we have somehow balanced out when each of us are stressed so that we're not stressing out at the same time.
I also talked with the counselor at group about my worries from my last post. He referred to my concerns as "signs of growth" and that I was the only person who had truly kept coming back to continue to grow. I will likely finish out the month, if possible, with going to group weekly, and hopefully by that point will have completed the extra training in addiction medicine treatment that I am doing. I am honestly not sure how I will use it at this point, but I will see where the road leads me.
Currently taking things one day at a time because there is so much that I need to do. As they saw, onward and upward.
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