I think I'm being used, but I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being taken for a trip not knowing when it ends or if I'm going to like what happens in between. So here's the story.
There is a guy that I met down at the pool this summer. He worked at the tennis shop; I, of course, lifeguard. He gets my phone number, and I don't really expect to hear from him. He goes up to summer school for 4 weeks, and I stay here. Next thing I know, we are talking 2-4 times a week. I like talking to him. I really do. I think he's funny. But now he's back for 2 weeks before heading up to college for the fall. I'll call him sometimes and he won't answer, then he'll call later while he's on a date with some other girl. I went to see him yesterday (for about 1/2 hour), and I just can't tell what he thinks of me. I mean, I don't know if he's using me for a laugh with his buddies. I can't tell if he really likes me. He came down to the pool today, and didn't even acknowledge my existence. This is after he calls me at 12:30 at night. I guess he thought I would pick it up, or call him back. Well, I did call him back, at 3:30 this afternoon. Nada. I thought for awhile that we might go out on a date when he got back from summer school. Now, I'm not so sure anymore. I don't know what to think of the whole situation. I can't tell if he just likes to think that he has me wrapped around his finger. I don't know, but it's making me mad. I'm tired of it. At least I'll be back at school in 11 days.
There is a guy that I met down at the pool this summer. He worked at the tennis shop; I, of course, lifeguard. He gets my phone number, and I don't really expect to hear from him. He goes up to summer school for 4 weeks, and I stay here. Next thing I know, we are talking 2-4 times a week. I like talking to him. I really do. I think he's funny. But now he's back for 2 weeks before heading up to college for the fall. I'll call him sometimes and he won't answer, then he'll call later while he's on a date with some other girl. I went to see him yesterday (for about 1/2 hour), and I just can't tell what he thinks of me. I mean, I don't know if he's using me for a laugh with his buddies. I can't tell if he really likes me. He came down to the pool today, and didn't even acknowledge my existence. This is after he calls me at 12:30 at night. I guess he thought I would pick it up, or call him back. Well, I did call him back, at 3:30 this afternoon. Nada. I thought for awhile that we might go out on a date when he got back from summer school. Now, I'm not so sure anymore. I don't know what to think of the whole situation. I can't tell if he just likes to think that he has me wrapped around his finger. I don't know, but it's making me mad. I'm tired of it. At least I'll be back at school in 11 days.
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