You know, yesterday I was in a pretty foul mood. I wanted to be angry at someone because I thought they had done me wrong. But today, I feel just so much happier. I talked to the guy about the event. I apologized for coming across too forward, and he apologized for leading me on. In the end, I still have a friend and someone I can talk to so openly with. I realized that at this point, all I really want, and need, at this point is a friend. I don't think I've ever had a guy friend where I wasn't afraid to be so open. I'm glad that I have someone that I can be open with, without the constant worry of expectation. You know, like the expectation of something more coming out of the relationship. We're just friends. That's all I need, and that's all I want. Right now, I am perfectly complacent, and it's a good thing.
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