For the last several months, I feel like I have been in a funk. I felt like I wasn't doing enough of anything well. I was failing at the wedding stuff, work, life, relationships. I wanted to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone and everything. Instead, I slugged through each day, feeling even more and more incompetent. It wasn't until sometime in the last week or so that I feel like my sense of ineptness lifted. I may still have as much that I need to do each day, but it seems more manageable. I've started my new QI project. I got the letter that stated that I passed my geriatric boards. My new boss at work sees him as a colleague. I've had great conversations with the different radiation oncologists, and have built connections to this department. I've only got a few more things to settle with the wedding. I am finding more time for peace at home. The animals have settled down. LOML and I are enjoying our time together. We finally have central heat again and now have central air conditioning for the summer. I don't think that I would be able to make it through each day without his constant support. He helps me stay sane. I will hopefully get back to posting my narrative medicine prompt responses since I haven't done that since October, I think. I'm glad to be back to feeling like normal again.
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