Today is the day before LOML and I get married. It has been a frenzy of activity leading up to today. There has been some stress. Family dynamics are always interesting when you add stress to the mix. I am trying to stay calm, and I am trying to get excited. I know this is monumental and a wonderful event in LOML's and my life. I just hate that I'm stressing out about everyone else behaving. I need to just let it go and enjoy each moment as it comes. Tonight is the rehearsal. Tomorrow is the wedding. I wish, sometimes, that it was just LOML and me. I know the family is excited to be involved. I need to get some of that energy!
I also can't believe that I will be at the two month mark for the end of fellowship the day after the wedding.
Unfortunately, some of the excitement is tempered by the loss of my grandpa Jack. He had been suffering from dementia for several years now. I am glad he is no longer suffering. I have not had time to fully process the loss, and likely won't until after the wedding and honeymoon. I will be able to go to the funeral and am glad that we can remember him for the good times.
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