Hmmm...today is Thursday. I had my chem lab final on Wednesday, so I'm done with that for this semester. I sign up for next semester's classes on Saturday. I watched Bamboozled(Spike Lee, 2000) tonight for my media criticism screening. It's a really good movie, but it's really sad. The worst part is the fact that the portrayal of blacks in the movie is how old movies, cartoons, and TV shows used to portray blacks. It's sickening and really upsetting to me that people used to see blacks as lazy, stupid, slow, and subordinate to whites. And blackface? That's not comical! It's disturbing, and it really makes me mad!
I got to build a trail today over in Battle Park. It was so much fun! I really enjoyed getting to spend some time outdoors in the beautiful weather. I feel like I haven't gotten much work done this week, but then when i see what I have to do I realize taht most of it's already been done. Kind of cool except the fact that I don't remember ever actually doing it. I don't feel like I'm all that busy.
On Tuesday, I went to volunteer at the hospital. That was a blast. I love working with little kids, or rather, I like being able to play with them and act like I'm 5 instead of 19. A clown came in named Mr. Rainbow, and he definitely made me a balloon animal. A FROG! I was so excited, you have no idea. I'm such a big kid, it's not even funny.
So I'm debating again. Doctor? Or teacher? I could see myself as being both of them so I don't know which one I sould be. Is there some way to know, one way or the other, that you were meant for one job over another? I wish you could test drive careers like cars. You know, no risk involved, just to see if you'll like the one your in before you commit to anything. I guess that's a bad way of looking at something you'll be doing your entire life.
Hmmm...what else?...Oh...relationships. That's always a fun topic. So I guess that the first thing I should say is that I'm single, and I've always been single. Yep...19 and never had a boyfriend. But I'm not complaining. I know that when the time is right for me, the right guy will walk into my life. Until then, I'm content just being friends with guys. That's a lot of fun, too. I mean, they are so much more relaxed about stuff than girls, and you don't have to worry about them being moody. I feel like this semester I've been more outgoing. Last semester everything was so new, and frankly, I think I was still alittle bit afraid to venture outside of my little security box. But believe me, the lid has been blown off that box, and I'm much happier for it.
And that's it... until next time
I got to build a trail today over in Battle Park. It was so much fun! I really enjoyed getting to spend some time outdoors in the beautiful weather. I feel like I haven't gotten much work done this week, but then when i see what I have to do I realize taht most of it's already been done. Kind of cool except the fact that I don't remember ever actually doing it. I don't feel like I'm all that busy.
On Tuesday, I went to volunteer at the hospital. That was a blast. I love working with little kids, or rather, I like being able to play with them and act like I'm 5 instead of 19. A clown came in named Mr. Rainbow, and he definitely made me a balloon animal. A FROG! I was so excited, you have no idea. I'm such a big kid, it's not even funny.
So I'm debating again. Doctor? Or teacher? I could see myself as being both of them so I don't know which one I sould be. Is there some way to know, one way or the other, that you were meant for one job over another? I wish you could test drive careers like cars. You know, no risk involved, just to see if you'll like the one your in before you commit to anything. I guess that's a bad way of looking at something you'll be doing your entire life.
Hmmm...what else?...Oh...relationships. That's always a fun topic. So I guess that the first thing I should say is that I'm single, and I've always been single. Yep...19 and never had a boyfriend. But I'm not complaining. I know that when the time is right for me, the right guy will walk into my life. Until then, I'm content just being friends with guys. That's a lot of fun, too. I mean, they are so much more relaxed about stuff than girls, and you don't have to worry about them being moody. I feel like this semester I've been more outgoing. Last semester everything was so new, and frankly, I think I was still alittle bit afraid to venture outside of my little security box. But believe me, the lid has been blown off that box, and I'm much happier for it.
And that's it... until next time
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