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I'm not really sure what sort of mood I'm in right now. Today was absolutley gorgeous. The sun was out. It was in the 70s. Absolutely unbelievably great weather. I definitely went outside and worked on homework (and got a little red on the face and shoulders, but no big deal). I was just so glad to get to be outside. Plus, my one class today was cut short. That's what I love so much about Tuesdays and Thursdays. I only have one class. And all days except for Wednesdays, I'm done before noon.

So now it's night. I'm not really sure what type of mood I should be in. I want to be happy because the weekend begins tomorrow. I want to be focused because I still have classes tomorrow. I want to scream because I still have to wait a week until Spring Break. And I just feel old. I'll be 19 in exactly 2 weeks, and something that happened at the basketball game last night just made me feel old.

So it was senior night last night, and each of the senior basketball players got to give a little speech. David Noel was the last to get up there. So he starts thanking his Mom and Dad and brothers and sisters. Then, he thanked his girlfriend and family-to-be, aka her family. It's weird thinking that I'm getting to a point in life where I just might be thinking about a wedding in 3-4 years. How weird is that. It was just last year when I was all upset because I didn't have a date to my senior prom. Now, I have marriage to look forward to. Granted to get married you have to be ina relationship with someone, and that's a step I have yet to take. But the thing is, it will eventually happen.

I don't know. Even after all this, I'm still not sure what kind of mood I'm in. I just feel mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted, and I still have a long way to go before I get a small break...